hi im back.

someone just threw a hammer in my face. my heart rather. ouch. oh well, essentially, nothing changed, and nothing should change. i hope things do change for the better, but on the surface, its ceteris paribus, so i guess i'll be happy with the status quo for now. and get on with my life. as per normal.

which is quite boring btw. i've officially been staying at home the whole week. cause i have no life and friends. which suits me fine actually. tetsu no otoko and oreimo will keep me company. but even those are 1-2 episodes from ending. NOOO

i think i often overstate my own importance in this world to others. like by a severe degree. and i also know i often repeat myself; i think i have said the above before. but hey, lessons take time to sink in. if they don't, just rinse and repeat.

i just want to go the park right now and drink a beer or something. but im afraid of ninjas striking me from nowhere and of putting on even more weight so i guess i will just stay put on my seat and erm... get sleepy and sleep. lol.