so cny is finally over. after 4 days of non-stop visiting and fun, its finally over and i can take a break. wait did i just say break? this was supposed to be the break, but what kind of break results in you reaching home past midnight?

went back to nanhua to visit on wednesday. went later as i ran with junyong first, but by the time i went back everybody was gone, including my ex-classmates and teachers. oh well, i though, since i'm already there, might as well walk around. and so i did. i walked one round around the school, passing by the science labs where xinmin's and hannah's and joel kek's model of a cell is still there.

mine had been taken down already. its was supposed to be pair work, but i was paired with spencer and the moment i reached his house all he did was use the computer and eat lots of mangoes so i left after eating my fill and did it on my own. hah i still remember.

went to my old classroom and sat around it, reliving the spots i used to frequent 6 hours a day, 5 times a week. whether it was on the floor, on the chairs or staring out of the window i did it all again. the big board that luwei's group built for gep games day is still there, the lockers are still there, some of the board notices are still there, the hopscotch tape is still there, and so is the corrections and marked container for maths worksheets. same teacher you see.

i spent about 15mins in the classroom, thinking about this, thinking about that, to the point i nearly cried. i miss primary school, where we used to rush to the basketball courts or field to play during recess, when we rush to the void deck to assemble when the recess bell rings, when we would take the public bus home together after extra lessons. this is one of the reasons why i still go back to nanhua. i still treasure my childhood very much.

after that nothing else of note, spent my time travelling all over the place doing nothing of note (thanks 4K). oh i might as well put down that i got rejected yet another time for a valentine's date by a different person, cause she got a date already. this one is as a friend, so i'm not sad at all about this, and there's really nothing much i can do if her date is the head prefect of rgs. i don't have any notable leadership position in school, no one scribbled my name across his chest for my sake before and i don't wear braces, so no contest.

thursday and friday just did the usual visiting. saturday went out with 4K or at least part of it plus an in-law for reunion dinner. had quite a lot of fun, but at the end of it was quite shacked.

and today i found out that junyong and his girlfriend made the papers. perfect publicity. all that was missing is a photo and their valentine's day celebration location. the photo would cause half the teenage girls of singapore to cry, cause such a hottie has been taken, and the location would spark a paparazzi-esque stalking of their date. that would make his week. but seriously, i think we shouldn't tease him so much, as he's got a lot on his hands now that this is out. so 4K, try to ease off the teasing bit, at least till this blows over.

think i shall end here. i'm dog-tired, feeling a little lost and haven't cut my nails and hair.