YAY EOYS ARE OVER. i'm like 3 days late, but that's because i'm too busy celebrating. here's a summary of my eoys.

english-compre was ok, commentary on world peace was just screwed up. i had no idea what i was writing, by the end of it i couldn't even recognise my own writing. i wouldn't be able to abstact the thesis statement and topic sentences and whatnot from my own essay. that's how bad it was. and to cap it all, i forgot to write a title =_=

ss-quite easy, though i forgot to revise on ns and s'pore's defence strategy. but thankfully i remembered the details of class discussion, so i came out all right. might do quite well, maybe full marks =)

higher chinese-okay lah, i lost 6 marks in 填写汉字。but it was generally ok, should get about 60/80.

chemistry- not as bad as i initially feared, but then again it wasn't good. should pass, but just.

mathematics-disaster. i might fail, i might pass, didn't complete the paper like many others. this one is the real GGXXED.

history-damn easy. should get full marks.

physics-quite easy, but as i did last-minute revision, shouldn't do badly but not well either.

lit- quite easy, i think i owned the poetry. "The poet gave her father God-like qualities when she states that he sounded like the voice that played God in the movies when he kissed her, showing to how deep the extent of her admiration and adoration of her father." owned balls. "The carousel symbolises 2 things: young and carefree innocence and immense love" absolutely spiffing.

all in all, eoys were ok but could have done better, especially for maths and english.

played soccer after lit on thursday until 4pm, ponning training in the process.
came to school on friday and played soccer until 1130 before going to plaza sing and eat carl's junior and watch ratatouille. yes i noe i'm damn lag but then again, so is my class xP.

like jon lian said, ratatouille is seriously the best movie i've watched this year (not saying much since i've only watched 2 movies this year, but still ...), the best one i've watched since death note 2 last year. its very romantic, i loved the music, but especially loved the way paris looked in the movie. the eiffel tower, the city centre that is seperated by the river seine (is it?) and all the lights. i can almost imagine myself standing right there in paris, like how i did last year when i visited there. i tell you, the view from the top of the eiffel tower is simply astonishing, certainly breathtaking. its exactly the same as the movie. did i tell you how much i loved europe? i'm certainly going back there for my honeymoon. definitely. its as romantic as you can get on earth. besides paris, i loved belgium even more. all the houses were so cute, right out of fairytales. i so insist on going to europe for my honeymoon, i don't care!

back to reality. interclass is this thursday. i'm quite worried about team dyamics, the way we flow, but most worried about my own performance. i'm very scared i will not perform and let the team down. i noe i've the ability, i noe what to do. its about using my ability to do what i'm supposed to do. i cannot do stupid things like i did on friday, closing down every ball and drifting too far away. and i think i would have no choice but to just pump the ball everytime i get it. i would not have time to think, no time to analyse my options, and certianly no one to short pass to. sad.